I Was a Republican…Until I Found Christ

Anti-tax. Anti-welfare. Anti-immigration. Anti-affirmative action. For too much of my life, I was pretty much anti-anything that would hinder my accumulation of wealth and prestige…and give it instead to those who were too lazy to get a job and make their own way.

I was the poster boy for the GOP. Trickle-down economics? Gimme some of that. I surmised that the extra money I had in my pocket as an affluent, well-educated citizen would eventually find its way into the hands of those who couldn’t figure it out on their own. They were, after all, lucky to be living in this country rather than a foreign land where the freedoms they enjoyed as Americans were suppressed.

That is, if they indeed were Americans. More likely, many came here unlawfully to sponge off of our overly-generous welfare system.

Global warming? Who cares? Wasn’t my problem. Future generations would figure out the climate thing…if it really was a thing.

After all, it’s all about TODAY. Why worry about the mushrooming national debt incurred to fund my tax cuts? That was just another burden that could be pushed down the road to my kids and grandkids. Of course, they would be insulated by familial wealth accumulated thanks to GOP dogma.

Born Again

I’m not proud of it, but that’s a pretty good description of my disturbing perspective. I wince as I read and re-read what I have admitted. But I become physically ill in the knowledge that the horrible things I confessed to comprise the societal blueprint for our POTUS and his GOP acolytes.

I am forever thankful that the Lord, in His boundless love, led me to Him. I became a new creation – one passionate to understand His will for those of faith. He opened my eyes and my heart to that of which I was being truly “anti-:“ Anti-love. Anti-grace. Anti-mercy. I was, in essence, anti-Christ.

My awakening led me to change many things in my life, including my political affiliation. I was compelled to leave the GOP – not for the Democrats who have challenges of their own – but to re-classify as unaffiliated. Still, I could no longer be part of a political constituency whose leadership demands followers subvert the character of Jesus Christ.

Consider:

  • Jesus was compassionate and loving. He demonstrated deep care for the suffering, the marginalized, the poor, the sick and those considered outcasts (e.g., lepers, tax collectors, Samaritans). He healed the sick, fed the hungry, forgave the sinful and welcomed the sojourner.
  • Jesus was humble and obedient. In His time on earth, Jesus lived simply, serving others rather than being served. His humility was demonstrated by washing the feet of His disciples…and His obedience to God the Father by going submissively to the cross.
  • The Lord preached mercy and forgiveness, teaching that “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.” He also embodied it, forgiving those who betrayed, denied and crucified Him.
  • Jesus was courageous and just in the face of religious hypocrisy, injustice and oppression, even when it put His life at risk.
  • He spoke the truth, and did so with conviction and profound wisdom.

The Greatest Commandment

In summary, Jesus’ character was defined by love, compassion, humility, integrity, mercy, justice, faithfulness and truth.

All of this is reflected in the Lord’s teaching of the greatest commandment:

“The first of all the commandments is: Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one. And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ This is the first commandment. And the second, like it, is this: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.” (Mark 12: 29-31).

I do not know the heart of Donald Trump, nor those of his groupies. I only know what I see from him…and what I do not. For instance, I do not see love. I do not see compassion. I do not see humility, mercy or truth. What I see instead are political and social pursuits that do not simply subvert – but invert – the teaching of Christ.

I see hate rather than love; cruelty rather than compassion; narcissism rather than humility; disdain rather than mercy; lies rather than truth.

One more thing I do not see: those in Trump’s orbit speaking truth to power. And with the exception of American heroes like Liz Cheney and Adam Kinzinger, much of the GOP is in lock-step with their demigod.

For many years, I was among those cloaking myself in the American flag – justifying the pursuit of self-serving political and societal ambitions as patriotic and just. But just as Trump is who he is, the sycophants among the GOP are what they are. And as I came to understand, God sees the hearts, minds and souls of those that enable, empower and encourage the inversion of God’s will.

I, for one, refuse to be one of them. I pray you will as well.

The Manifestation of Faith

I started this post with the intent of addressing the what, why and how of eternal life with the Lord. But as I began to put context to this idea, I quickly realized that I was adding unneeded complexity to a simple truth. The what and why are obvious…and the how is actually quite uncomplicated.

There is but one how to eternity: faith in the Triune God.

“Without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.”

Hebrews 11:6 (NKJV)

In his epistle to the Romans, the Apostle Paul confirms this truth:

“There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.” (8:1)

No condemnation. No death. Faith alone.

The concept of “faith” may be obscure to many. Even as defined by the writer of Hebrews in verse 11:1, the meaning can seem vague:

“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

Faith is trust in God’s word. Faith is certainty of His existence and His promises – despite the fact that we cannot perceive them with our physical senses. It is spiritual certitude grounded not in tangible evidence, but in our trust of God’s character.

This certainty – this faith – triggers a transformation of our very being. What are the manifestations of that transformation in our time on this earth?

Love. Repentance. Mercy. Humility. Obedience.

Our faith is an open invitation to the Holy Spirit to enter our hearts and lead us in fulfilling the words of the prophet Micah:

“He has shown you, O mortal, what is good.
And what does the Lord require of you?
To act justly and to love mercy
and to walk humbly with your God.”
(6:8)

I pray that this faith is YOUR faith. If so, you are blessed. But the Lord’s blessings are waiting for those who have yet to find it. He has made Himself known through creation, through scripture, and through the person of Jesus Christ. I pray that you will seek Him.

“And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.”

Jeremiah 29:13

Is Being “Born Again” a Thing?

Nicodemus was perplexed. When the pharisee was informed by Jesus that one must be “born again” to see the kingdom of God, Nicodemus asked incredulously:

“How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter a second time into his mother’s womb and be born?” (John 3:4)

His confusion was hardly placated by the Lord’s response:

“Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.”

I can appreciate why Nicodemus was befuddled. I first read these words – at least with enthusiasm – some 15 years ago. Unlike the pharisee, however, the Lord’s teaching brought understanding to something I had experienced only weeks earlier. For by God’s mercy and grace, I had become the “new creation” described by the Apostle Paul in 2 Corinthians 5:17:

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!”

A New Creation

The specific circumstances surrounding my born-again experience are the subject of another story. But the quick narrative is simply that in the selfish, sinful exercise of my own free will, I became completely, utterly dependent on God’s mercy to not only avoid personal devastation, but also to mitigate the anguish that my repulsive behavior would bring to others.

I needed the Lord’s intervention. I prayed. I repented. In desperation, I even made promises. Yes, I know it is silly to negotiate with God but my despair got the better of me. Praise the Lord, the sinful choices that I made He used for good.

The Gift of the Holy Spirit

He not only intervened, but God gifted me with His Holy Spirit to help me with those promises – and to save me for all eternity. I had been born again – regenerated in Christ as an adopted son of God the Father.

I felt much different. I had a fervor for God’s word which is precisely why Jesus’ teaching to Nicodemus was so enlightening to me. Moreover, I had a passion to be obedient to it – one that had not existed to that point in my life.

Rather than facing the deserved punishment for my evil choices, the Lord was merciful. But as monumental as this display of God’s love was to me at that time, it was but a microcosm of His relentless pursuit of my heart, soul and mind. Like every one of us, I warrant punishment for all of my sinful choices – all of my disobedience to His word.

Regeneration Follows Repentance

However, He did not, has not and will not subject me to that which I deserve. Instead, God sent His only begotten Son to take the penalty for me – and for all those who are in Christ. When we accept what Jesus did for us on the cross, we are cleansed of our sin. Our hearts are thus prepared to be led by the Holy Spirit. We are born again.

What does it mean to accept what Jesus did for us on the cross? As we know from John 3:16, faith in Christ is paramount. I believe that faith is manifested by repentance, and that repentance leads to regeneration. That is, one cannot be born again without acknowledging and repenting of our disobedience to God’s word.

Conclusion

As a pharisee educated in the words of the prophets, Nicodemus was undoubtedly familiar with Ezekiel 36:25-27:

“I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws.”

These words would underscore the ministry of John the Baptist as he prepared the way for the Lamb of God. He called on followers to repent of their sins and turn back to God – the symbol of which was water baptism in the River Jordan. John was the bridge between the prophets of the Old Testament and the Gospel of Jesus Christ, cleansing impurities so that the faithful would be indwelt by the Spirit of the Lord and moved to obedience.

In his letters, the Apostle Paul uses the terms “new man” or “new self” – living a “new life” in which our “deceitful desires” have been set aside for a life lived in “true righteousness and holiness.” I fall far short in living such a life. My sins, however, are washed clean by the blood of Christ. His Spirit leads me in repentance and in pursuit of a righteous and holy life.

Being “born again” is not just a thing. It is the thing.

If you have not yet become God’s new creation – and you will know if you have – I pray you will open your heart and mind to becoming just that. Read scripture. Pray. Repent. Jesus has already done the hard work on the cross. His Holy Spirit will do the rest.

Discovering Spiritual Truths through Music: Less Like Me

In March, my brother Jim had an airline credit that was burning a hole in his pocket. So after much pestering on my part, he and my SIL Michelle came to beautiful western NC for a visit. The trip overlapped with his birthday so I wanted to do something special to celebrate.

It so happens that Zach Williams was performing at the nearby arena in Asheville, so I picked up four tickets for the concert. At the time, I was only marginally familiar with the Christian artist – and was pretty sure that Jim and Michelle were completely unacquainted with his music. Nonetheless, this seemed the best of the options and I was led to make the purchase. I figured it was time to expand their musical horizons.

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Discovering Spiritual Truths through Music: The Prisoner

Perhaps some who have perused this blog in the past will recall that my favorite passages in the Bible are those describing the prophecy of the sheep and the goats in Matthew 25:31-46. These verses underscore how we display our vertical love for God – and describe the manifestation of the horizontal love we have for others.

But a brief phrase in verse 36 has puzzled me.

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The Eternal Blessings of Mercy and Forgiveness

While recovering from hip replacement surgery, I spent much of the past week in front of my computer striving to up my social media game. I’ve got a long way to go.

I also took the opportunity to tinker with an AI tool for the first time, posing a simple question: what are the benefits of forgiveness? In a split second, an essay conveying a dozen mental and physical dividends was spewed my way. The rewards included improved mental health, enhanced relationships, emotional healing, heightened self-esteem, and reduced risk of such health issues as high blood pressure, cardiovascular stress and a weakened immune system. (But nothing about my hip!)

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